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My farther left almost 5months till now .I am still afraid of recalling all the things had happen in previous days.For my family, we all have to bear and fight with the most toughly time that we lost my farther for ever.
The god truely made a big joke on me,so that all of my wonderful
dream was broke down at that moment,I even hardly sense the meaning of life and the feeling of pain.But,life continues as before,I don’t have enough time to think why it happened in my family and what should I do from now on.Cause I clearly know no one could give an answer and it seems that some things maybe out of our control at all time.So we have no choise but to face all the ups and downs.
Maybe ,everyone could be afraid,sad,lonely,depressed,we can’t avoid this things,cause is called “life”.For me,I always complaining.Day after day,I feel so tired and I always wake up in the midnight…I even cry at spring festival.But now I realize it is useless to complain except for waste more time.The most important thing is I will cherish what I have,and earn what I want.I find a positive way to release myself when I feel sad,I always stay at home and cry loudly .The next morning smile to myself and say”another beautiful day,let sadly yesterday go to hell !”
My friends,pls do not worry me any longer.I believe the sadness is over.The sunny day is waving at me. In addtion,I always feel my father’s love surroud me ,the love maybe from paradise,or even farther place.
At last ,wish my famlies and my friends own beaufiful life in the living years. pls love our parents and take care of them in our living time.
20th
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2009
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Thank you for accompanying me for so long,my lover
When i was homeless last year,you encouraged me and gave me a warm home
When i was lonely and cry helplessly ,you consoled me and let me cry on your shoulder
When i ran across some hard choices,you always gave me some good advices about how to make a dicision
At the first year i stepped into the society,i was so confused and not strong enough,you helped me so much and supported me for so long time
I can’t count how many times i lose my temper on you,you just looked at me and said nothing till i feel better
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Today,i have to say goodbye to all the good memories between us
We began to keep silence for so long time.I had never thought we will have this kind of time,but now,it happened.
Well ,thank you for accompying me for so long
We two will have a new beginning in the future
God bless you
20th
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2009
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I just finished struggling in the hard tug of war this afternoon. I have to concede that I have already been out of strength when typing all these hard words. Well, however, I feel happy and relieved because the 9 won, outplaying the opponent class 2, albeit after a torturing time eventually. Every one of the 9 is excited because we won all because of our unity working and cooperating together. The moment when the referee announced the winner was us was unforgettable. Everyone jumped up and couldn’t help shouting out that 9 is the best ever. The scene was bery much etched into my mind because I was really moved by that scene being as one of the team members. I suddenly realized that I, in fact, have already spent a half year with all of them and this struck me as time going by so fast.
I was like out of strength already when I was in the first round struggling againt the 2. When I felt that I was no longer able to insist on working, I witnessed how hard all my teammates were all trying. They looked extremely exhausted but still kept on dragging their part over and over. I then realized that I had no choice. The only thing I could do was to work even harder because you never know how things would go lacking of your force, your passion and your effort.
I had not even the strength to crazily cheer up after becoming the winning class. I was so tired that I for the first time felt that I had done a wonderful job to my class. The winning may not be ascribed to me directly, but I felt that I tried my best, my all to make it possible.
I guess I have been assimilated and melt into this class, the 9. Or I have learnt to be in a collective, the whole.
Tomorrow is the day when we are going on a field trip. And wish it be fun.
20th
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2009
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It’s been hundreds of days ago when I last time left here, left home with a piece of writing telling people how to let go of pain, how to equip us with optimism and confidence,how to get over every one of difficult times that we may encounter in life long journey. Now it’s tme for me to educate and convince myself that “yes there are still hope and possibilities. Hold out and stick on”
I just couldn’t remember how I had left those hard and painful days behind ever since this semester. I heard people saying that growth never take place in absence of tears and sweat. It stroke me that everything came so strong and hard that all of a sudden here the fate fell. Something that you’ve been longing for ages and struggling only for an improvement all turn out to be in vain, with bunches of setbalcks making you feel that never has someone on earth even more unfortunate than you are. The fact is I couldn’t actually imagine how I on earth took the whole thing in just a few days. It was after a long period of time that I came to understand how I, people who encounter situations like me, who were in his downs,could handle all those pain and tears. There is and will never ever be someone who would come up telling you why and how life will offer you new oppotunities and chances. Only you could convince yourself by believing that yes hope is everywhere. If you just lost it, find it somewhere else.
I am here once again, leaving this note to everyone, only to tell people including me that try to image hope as a star. When you someday can’t see it up in the sky at night, try another night.There will always be one time when you find it and get it.
20th
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2009
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Last night, my friend came to visit me. We ever have worked for the same company for many years, we are keeping good friendship since we well knew each other.
Due to long time no see, we took a long talking about respective life and work before going to sleep.
My friend bought a house in shanghai early this year, which also make his pocket clear. Now he is taking great effort to deposit more money for the decoration of new house by end of this year. His house is outside the Outer Ring Road of shanghai, which is at suburb and far from the downtown. At least one hour need be cost to take bus on the way to his office. It is really inconvenient for him. He certainly know this, but no choice because of the high price of house in urban area in shanghai, which is soaring up to 15000 RMB per square meter at average level. It is amazing price which can make poor people crazy.
This is shanghai, it is the heaven of rich people and the hell of poor people. Here, some people is becoming richer and richer, some people is suffering from the poverty. I actually dislike this city but I have to make more money here for living here.
18th
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2009
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Do you like playing volleyball?if you do,have you ever tried playing volleyball in the rainy day?maybe you will feel crazy,but I did today.I have physical education each Tuesday,because it lasts only one and a half hours,so we treasure this class very much.we learned football,pingpong,volleyball and so on,our gymnast was a kind man who taught us a lot of knowledge.
To our joy,we learned volleyball today,before this,I had never played volleyball formally,I thought it was easy for me.On the contrary,reality was more different from what I imagine ,it was difficult to control the small ball,we had to learn from foundation,the ball was so hardness that no soon our hands were black and blue.We had never planned to play in the rainy day and few people like this,perhaps we played too absorbedly,none of us noticed that the rain to be heavier and heavier,soon it was raining worse than ever.”hey,buddy,Run!”our teacher shouted orders when we were still playing volleyball,hearing it,we ran to the dormitory as quickly as we could. Though all of us were good runner,we all turned into “drenched chickens”in the end.ha,what an interesting day it was! don’t you think so?
18th
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2009
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I was a good student ,before today I could say proudly,though my achievement was not very outstanding I had never made discipline, so in general I was a good boy,ha…..
I got up late today,because I went to bed late last night.As usual, I would get up on time and have breakfast with my classmates.It was a pity that I didn’t know there were lessons today,each knew except me.My cellphone was ringing at 10 o’clock when I just got up and my classmate asked me why not go to class,Oh,I didn’t know that at all,I replied in surprised.I felt very nervous with a little excited,I had never liked that before.I knew I was late,very late if I went to the classroom,thought repeatedly I decided not to go to class.
As a university student,staying away from class was a normal thing.There was a saying around us”It ’s not the university life not to play truant “certainly I didn’t totally agree,in my opinion,you could be away from class as long as you really busy.
In most cases,the professor will not fine a student absent.Unlucky,my professor asked a question in class and called my name first,I did’t really know whether it was lucky or not…….I was absent,everyone knew that.
18th
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2009
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I am not a tall boy,only one point seven meters height,but I think it’s enough for me to see everything,but on the other hand,I am unsatisfied with my own weight,only 50 kilograms,more or less.
“You are too thin ! “are the words always come from my friends, obviously,they are much fatter than I.Although I have never felt myself inferior to this,sometimes I want to put on weight,because I am so thin that I look weak,I want to be strong.As a matter of fact,in order to put on my weight I have already tried a lot lof methods,for example,I tried to eat more and sleep more,but some time later I found it didn’t work for me.My father said with a smile”you are much better than other people,you can eat as much as you like and needn’t afraid of getting fat “.
“I want to put on weight,mom.”"Oh,dear,the health is more important than anything”my mom always says so.I trust her
18th
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2009
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I was lazy these days,I didn’t know why,maybe still influenced by the terrible disaster,I thought I should put up my spirit,evething was going on,I couldn’t stop in the middle of my life.As a student I had my task,I had my own duty,for it I must put my heart into the study.Sometimes disease of the soul were more dangerous than those of the body,I knew diligence was the mother of success,I couldn’t lazy any more,or I would be a lazy pig.
18th
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2009
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Well, here I am on my exercise bike, anticipating the excesses of the holidays. All those cookies and candies and maybe a glass or two of eggnog. At the very least, I figure maybe a few good turns on the exercycle will keep me from snacking before I hit the buffet table.
But a new study from the U.K. suggests that when it comes to suppressing appetite, not all exercise is created equal. The researchers followed 11 male university students as they jogged for an hour on a treadmill or spent 90 minutes lifting weights. And they found that the treadmill workout altered the production of two different hormones that control appetite. Whereas pumping iron only affected one. Which suggests that aerobic exercise is a better appetite suppressant than muscle building.
And the students’ stomachs agreed. Although both workouts curbed the students’ appetities, the run left them even less hungry than the weight lifting, results that appear in the online edition of the American Journal of Physiology.
Lucky for me, it looks like I’m ok with the exercise bike. But don’t worry if dumbbells are your thing. I’m sure lifting weights can also keep you from noshing. As long as you’re holding them while you’re at the party.
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